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been having dreams about yuko a lot recently. i was a big ol boo bro, and o top of that, i have unfortunately had relationships with two bpd girls in the past. so the detachment, the feeling of being discarded, love-bombing giving way to thinly veiled disdain was all too familiar for me. felt like another one of those breakups. the other day rye posted a pic of herself cosplaying yuko at AX which she was attending with her groomers. ain't that some fucking shit. just when you think the knife has been twisted in as far as it can go, she briefly revives yuko for the sole purpose of meeting up with her yuko-hating groomers that grima wormtongue'd her into quitting Idol and almost certainly got plapped by them in-costume in a hotel room that evening. i am honestly impressed at how petty she's being. it's the true bpd breakup experience.
since the yuko shit I've been watching less vtuber streams. some people see vtubers as basically just another channel to surf through, an entertainment source and nothing more. that's the healthy way to do it probably. me, i tend to hyper hyperfocus on one vtuber at a time and get a crush on them. usually i eventually lose interest and move onto another but yuko was really something else man. that blue loli really fucked me in the end.
anyway sorry just needed to vent after six months of keeping this shit bottled inside because i know nobody's gonna give a rat's ass
