>>81916349She's doing much better now, but shit was really hard for a long, long time, especially with the sisters harassing her constantly to try to get her to kill herself, and the rest of the internet and turning her into a lolcow for over a year.
What really hurt though was going from a social butterfly and having the ability to make tons of friends, as well as joining Niji for the opportunity to get more, but then having it backfire so horrifically it turned her into a pariah.
To put it in perspective, here's a bunch of responses to her first graduation as a /lig/ger. Just know that when she got terminated and started streaming again, she was even smaller than when she left, and most of the indie scene that she relied on and thought were her friends with were completely ghosting her, if not turning on her entirely. (Though many of them have finally reconciled in the last two months after she started going to cons to confront them in person and try to plead her case.)
tl;dr: She's doing better now, but Niji and the sisters fucking broke her and destroyed her mental health, as well as her reputation that her career and lifestyle was based on. She is not fond of the company or its fans at all.