>>8195647I don’t have a job but I spend 14 hours a day catching up on Aqua vods. I regret that I wasn’t around when she debuted. I started cleaning up my act and doing my Japanese reps for Aqua. I stopped smoking and started exercising for Aqua. I see Aqua in my dreams and when I’m folding clothes and washing dishes. I see Aqua when I’m stopped in traffic and in the check-out line at the grocery store. When days and weeks pass without a word or stream from Aqua I double down on what I’ve started because in the near future I know Aqua won’t be around to motivate me anymore.