I know this is not the place but we have the same hobby and maybe the same problem,
have you guys found a way to stop donating? my numbers are in red and i'm having a lot of trouble making ends meet, don't laugh at me, i have an addiction i'm trying to get better it's hard, it's so hard anon... everytime she says my name i want to keep going another day and when she doesn't stream everything sucks... living through her stream is not healthy and donating my life savings to her either... so i just want to know how you guys managed to get over your addiction or at least normalize it, any tip is good.