I had a girl hug me, hold my hand, and give me her number today. We've been flirting for a while now and i'm pretty certain she's into me. There's only one problem: I don't love her like I do Fauna. She's sweet and seems like a good woman, but she simply doesn't make me feel the same way Fauna does. I dream about Fauna. I use her ASMR to calm myself and feel safe. Hell, I masturbate to her voice.

Fauna is everything I could want in a woman and more yet I realistically know that she'll never even know my name.

On the other hand I have a real woman who is my age, attractive and kind. Best of all she actually KNOWS WHO I AM. Yet, I don't want her as much as I want this green kirin. What the hell is wrong with me?