i can’t stop jerking off to shiori novella. every single day. multiple times a day. when she’s not streaming, i jerk off to her vods and i cry when i finish. when she is streaming… i edge the entire time until the stream is over. i can’t even think about her without getting hard. i’m having a conversation with my senile grandmother and shiori crosses my mind for one second? hard. i’m at the store and i see the colors black and white next to each other? hard. i’m in tears. i don’t want to live like this anymore.