>>83643538I will risk the vacation if needed.
From what I think I know from what I think I remember.
She was too boyish early in her life. Could have gone south at any second.
She didn't, can't remember if she ever said why, instead she sort of did a long backwards jump into proud feminity and stable womanhood, not fake "girl powah" modern vibes.
And she's going strong with it, probably way better mentally and physically than a lot of other hoes, vtubers or not.
This, unfortunately, pisses a ton of modern women off, in a similar way to why they hate VTubers like FuwaMoco or Doki.
Because it shows that they didn't need to """"ruin""""" themselves out to be feminine, strong, and most importantly, happy.
That all that encouragement spouted at em from friends, media and even their own thoughts trying to justify the beginning of their downfall into the spiral of darkness was all wrong.
And accepting that truth is such a hard pill to swallow that most women just decide to delude themselves into thinking that they are still right.
But in order to be right, the women that are actually right CANNOT have a platform, shouldn't be heard, have to practically not exist and not do anything noteworthy of attention.
This gives birth to all these seething femanon posts who try to smear every single one the girls.
It's not jealousy of their success.
It's jealousy of their succesful happiness.
No matter what type of happiness the seething femanons get in their current state, they know, they understand, and they hate that they understand and therefore they hate those who they understand it from, that any happiness they get in their current route will never compare, and that the moment, if ever, they decide to turn their life around, they will have to accept that all of that pain, that suffering and in some cases, that much truly regrettable depravity they willingly chose to stay in was for NOTHING. And having to hold themselves accountable, having to also prove the point of all those people right who told em off, it scares them, it shakes them to their core.
The realization that their happiness could have been better. That it exists out there, has always been out there, and it will never be theirs in the way they hope they would get it or would have once gotten it, because even when they get it, the past cannot be erased, and most of them don't have a strong enough mind or a clean enough reputation to be able to left it all behind and be done with it, to say "it is what it is" and go on. Because they will remember it to themselves or someone else will to them and they cannot affront the thought of having to internally and endlessly repent and accept that things, such actions even without a religious angle, happened.
Self-judgement and reflection upon your actions, the only thing that can kill the woman who wasn't who thinks she is... right.
Man, maybe going to the beach could be fun these days.
