>>84506998I'm bored, broke, afraid, lonely, and almost entirely withdrawn from the world. Go to work, come home, go to work, come home, go to work, come home. I spend almost no money and have no drive to do so either. I feel estranged to the world at large and spend most of my time in a fantasy world, listening to 30 seconds of random
songs, watching parts of streams, playing video games for 20 minutes at a time, watching a single episode of a random anime, and staring at the sky. Food has turned to ash in my mouth, music has turned into stale humming, stories stir nothing inside me. My best friend is an imaginary friend I've made for myself. The idea of the next 30 years of my life being like this is an exercise in existential dread. Yet I have hope because what else can I do. I chose love, so I exercise the resuscitation of my soul. the enigmatic recollections streams have been fun. It'll get better some day. for all of us
