>>85304442i was naive enough to join a fighting game community trying to make friends not knowing how full of backstabbing, rudeness, "stop having fun" types, just all around toxicity there was
got betrayed by people who were acting friendly to me when i said trans women were not women in a general chat, a chain of events happened after that which led to me getting banned and shit on
>>85304507it's so brutal, tried transitioning from software engineering to data science or machine learning and the job markets there are terrible too, plus getting flooded with senior engineers with tons of experience
i know lots of people are in my shoes here struggling to get a job but even going on /g/, seems like everyone's kind of in this struggle right now
but yeah, fauna's cuteness talking about pikmin biology like it's kind of like her real biology interests, or talking about l-theanine in superchats or whatever, it's so cute and sometimes it's just what you need in life
the value of hololive is so interesting sometimes, it's just streamers and cute girls at surface level but it gives me a deeper happiness than anything relating to family or jobs or anything like that
