> Feel insecure about HoloCouncil
She is afraid of not being able to talk to them and whether they will like her. She already said it once on PagiMoona and 800k celebration.
> Feeling insecure about ID3
Literally she know nothing about them except there is going to be one and consider how she gain two new friends (Ollie and Reine) who is she very close to these day, maybe even closer than Area15. She must be excited for more people who she can talk to without language barrier.
> What is she insecure about ?
If you pay attention to the 800k after party then it is more she is feeling imposter syndrome, she said over and over how she didn't expect to get here this fast and worry about the future. Also two important people to her has graduated, people around her getting sick (Iofi, Japanese teacher, housekeeper), not knowing when her 3D is going to happen, behind the scene projects and school.
All in all she bluntly she said it all out already, If you are excited for ID3 that's good but don't create cheap rrats to put on her.