>>85651006It’s hard. I know a lot of people think that as long as they still stream somewhere else that it’s fine, but it’s still a bitter experience. The fanbase will change, their content will change. It really feels like being rejected as a fan, even if the full reasons aren’t ever going to be shared. I guess my advice would be to use it as an opportunity to start fresh, even if she streams again. The person is the same, but plenty of other things might not appeal to you. So don’t put yourself through hell trying to hang on if you end up not enjoying yourself. And if you believe your oshi is a good person, they wouldn’t want that either. You will always have those good memories and will still have the option to watch whenever you see them doing stuff that appeals to you