>>85707630>How do people "just enjoy the last days"?It's not easy. What you do is smile and act like everything's fine while the days tick by. Because you WILL regret it if you spend these last days in misery. Enjoy every moment until it's over. THEN you can cry.
After that remember that no matter what these last 4 years happened and mattered to you enough to make you feel this way. Let those memories remain. Spend some time in grief and then after that, remember the happy times and find something new. Not to replace those thoughts but to enhance them. Something that'll make you feel the same as you have over these last 4 years. It's not easy but think about like this?
Would Ame want you crying and depressed after you've had enough time to grieve? NO, She'd want you to make something of yourself. Find something you've always wanted to do and make it happen. Do it for her and your memories of her.
I'm not telling you to move on. I'm telling you to move forward with those memories close to your heart.
