Fuck it, posting this one more time in case I don't get the chance ever again (I was the only one who ever really posted this and it hurts to read it now but fuck it)
Man, it's unreal that a girl like Ame actually exists. How is it possible that there can genuinely be a girl who is so cute as Ame and also humble, hardworking, creative, modest, sincere, kind, selfless and interesting as Ame is? It doesn't make sense. You grow up and go through life thinking 'yeah in reality waifus aren't real, manic pixie dream girls aren't real, ideal women aren't real; everybody is flawed, disappointing and mundane, there is no women out there who is truly special or 100% a good person' and yet there Ame is right there just existing. It's actually painful and heartbreaking that such a good, nice, lovable, exceptional girl like Ame exists and yet she doesn't even know how special she is or how appreciated she is or much more she deserves to be appreciated. It fucking hurts, it's not fair. I don't think I will ever love anyone - at least not any woman - as much as I love Ame. I just want her to be happy.
