>>8622522ASMR fag anon here. Been a fan of hers for going on 4 years
She started on YouTube making ASMR vids, particularly yandere role plays and stuff with edgy themes
She seemed genuinely pretty happy with that as a creative outlet in her spare time
Adpocalypse and YouTube sanitization occurs, she has to wipe out a ton of her archive to avoid losing monetization
The stuff she was doing was novel enough and of high enough quality that she started attracting likeminded people like LemonLeaf, etc.
Not sure how close they were behind the camera but it's undeniable that Shadow had an impact on Leaf's ASMR techniques
She starts selling merch and stuff to make up for lost revenue, opens a Patreon
Starts streaming on Twitch, gets a small following throwing her donations for her ASMR and branches out to other content like chat and draw streams
Then she decides to become a Vtuber, pays a small fortune to commission creepy loli uwu design despite being not too shabby an artist herself
Does more streams to fund an L2D rigging. It's around this point that LemonLeaf ghosts her
Starts feeling the pressure to debut, which exacerbates her menhera tendencies because she has zoomer brain and has always fucking sucked at delivering content under a deadline
PC explodes and now she can't stream except on a shitty laptop, meaning less donations, meaning she has to keep pushing back the debut
Gets the word that LemonLeaf is now a corporate Vtuber. Feels used because she was a key contributor to a lot of Leaf's shit when she was coming up.
Has the now infamous menhera attack on Twitter and is currently going full Discord tyrant mode
Suffice to say the whole ordeal has lost her a few fans, including my Twitch sub.
Will still watch her ASMR, she's damn good at it
