>>86342446>>86342588>>86342661It’s not going to really hit me until she’s gone.
I’ve not been able had as much time to watch Ame as I would have liked over the last couple of years, and I kind of just took for granted that she’d always be there.
Since the announcement, it feels like there’s more purpose to everything. Where I didn’t have time before, I’m finding it. I’m either putting things off or staying to watch her until I fall asleep because I want to make the most of the time we have left, seeing her have fun with the holomem, leaving her comments and donations. And when she’s not on, I’m here chatting with you guys, or checking out fan art or reactions to Ame’s streams.
It kind of feels like the very early days of Myth, where watching them felt like an adventure into uncharted territory. Where everyone was united and it felt like you couldn’t miss a second of it. It made me feel part of something back then, and now I feel it again.
After tomorrow, that something goes away. She’s leaving HoloEN in a strong position, it’s clear how inspired they all are my her and the newer Gens are coming into the company ready made for hololive and with so much more support than Myth had. There are some incredible talents there to continue her legacy, but for me, they’re not Ame.
I’ve got a list of VODs that I missed to keep me going a few days more but they’ll dry up before long. When I reach that point, that’s when it will hit me. The silence will be deafening.
