>>86405485Goodbye's, and see you later's are only formal and well thought out with company meetings and presentations. When you have a script prepared.
When you say goodbye to you're friends, like, close friends where it feels like you had a sense of comradery. It's scuffed, hard, and somethings are left unsaid. Because you were afraid to say it, and didn't realize it was happening, and now you feel it happening, and you're scrambling and thinking of what to say. You don't want it to sound generic, you want it to sound like you ment it. And it becomes hard to re-call specific memories because you begin to feel like you took it for granted. You let time slip through your fingers. And now you're on the spot, and at a loss for words. It's hard.
I get why you feel that way Anon. But if we're being honest. Most goodbyes among friends aren't satisfying. Even if you knew it would be the last time you and all of them were in one setting.