>>87058191stress actually helps her focus
her gamer fingers are always at war with her "I'm not really a gamer" brain, but when the stress kicks in she tells that part to shut up so she can get to work on gamin
she just has to build an endurance to her nerves "getting shot" which is basically when her "I'm not really a gamer" side finally turns back on and makes her all shaky from it being repressed.
