>>87399982Hana my beloved... I started watching vtubers because of Hana Yomeguri. I had seen some hololive clips but I wasn't interested until I found clips of Hana and I was captivated by >le jap girl who speaks spanish*. And for some time I wouldn't miss a single stream not even when she was playing a shit game or when she was ranting against her viewers. I remember one time I had to attend a social gathering and all I kept thinking was "damn I'm missing my oshi's stream for this". However over time I got tired of her constant menhera attacks. The truth is that she hates her hispanic viewers and I had to stop watching her because having a hobby is supposed to distract you and make you have a fun time, not stress over the mental health of an anime girl.
So now I don't have an oshi. I watch content when I find it interesting like when Eru was playing Metal Slug, a game I love from my childhood, or when Kana is streaming Python, or Shura's SM64 race, or Koa's (non-japanese) karaokes, etcetera. I don't know if not having an oshi is better or worse but that's just what it is for me now.
*Thinking back on this, who knows if she's actually Japanese or she's pulling a Meica kek I remember Sono Fuyuhara once said Hana speaks better Spanish than Japanese.
