Taiga, if you're reading this, don't do anything rash. Streaming may not be healthy for you right now, but if you really want to stream, then you have to let go of things that are in the past. Life is unfair, it sucks when things don't work out, or when people make it their mission to ruin your hard work, but dwelling on it is the worst possible thing you can do. It can be difficult, but moving on, continuing to stream, doing what you enjoy, is the best revenge, not continuing to give them a place in your thoughts. It doesn't have to be stressful, you have people that enjoy watching you, you do have people that support you, and want to support you.