>>88899250After an hour of digging I feel pretty confident that this girl is alive, and anywhere from extremely lonely to some kind of autistic schizo. The steelman case for this being real is that she started as an indie, her "agency" is just her and a few friends getting together where she leads the operation including art/tools/etc, and her three label-mates are irl friends that decided to humor her by intermittently participating when she asked them too. The more likely case is that she had been inventing OC friends for months prior to the formation of 'Hyaxis', decided to take it into next-level larp territory. In addition to the above coincidences/tragedies, weirdness of the manager's posts on reddit (including suddenly going quiet once she was first downvotes), etc, evidence:
-- a couple months prior to 'Hyaxis' she had an account that copy pasted various OC female avatars on internet meme videos, with Ami the central focus
-- all four vtubers not only sharing the same art once, but having arbitrarily matching avatars across months, which regular change
-- all four vtubers doing nearly the exact same content, and with nearly the exact same gaps, e.g. in the month of June most of them were absent, but three of four decided to do a quick check-in video on June 15th
-- the lack of human-like interaction between them; if they were irl friends they could at least banter or sing in a room together, instead you get "group karaoke" where clearly different tracks were overlaid with no attempt at harmony
-- the 4th member Kataya Misuri referring to "my manager" in her debut video before nervously correcting herself to say "our manager"; the former technically wouldn't even be a grammatical error, but the unnecessary correction speaks to a guilty conscience
Amiaryllis Bloo, I highly recommend that you at the very least remove the TikTok videos you've uploaded which reveal personal information about you, specifically any video clip or photo which shows anything in reality (your room, you walking outdoors, etc). As someone that once faked having cancer to people on the internet for attention when I was 12 and feeling at the bottom of my life, I can empathize, but that was decades ago on some shitty little internet forum when anonymity was easy. Your Hyaxis reddit account expresses excitement over going "semi-viral", but trust me, you don't want 1M views for a lie. I'm small time and want you to get yourself in order; if this goes truly viral, people much more obsessed than I am will want to ruin you. Maybe you dream of being noticed and mourned by your oshi; maybe she will. How will you feel if she discovers you made it all up?
Channel your interest in friendship, tragedy, and creating stories into something less harmful. Accept your place in the world with the rest of us; most of us are very small and not destined for fame, don't aspire for that. Make your goal a single good friend you can trust, and then grow from there.