>>8949460Don't worry, I'm fine. I know this place has a fame for attracting social rejects in various shapes and sizes, but thankfully my circle of friends keeps me going (I even used to have a girlfriend, yaaaay, good job, me). I just really, really enjoy Reine as a talent, and even though in real life I'm fairly cold and down-to-earth, my dreams have always been strong, vibrant, vivid, full of sensations and so on, regardless the topic. Add 2 and 2 together and you're up for some good fun to get you through the night. This is why I also like asking other people about their dreams (in this case, of Reine), because it's always fascinating to listen to, and indeed an interesting insight into someone's mind.
>Because getting your fix of feel good hormones from dreaming of meeting an anime girl is actually insane.To this I have 2 replies:
a) my focus was more on the fact that, while dreaming, you sometimes notice elements and parts of the dream that seem or plain and simply ARE off given the context, but you "accept them as normal" and don't evaluate them any further; and sometimes you don't accept them, you immediately notice something's fucked up – at which point various things can happen depending on your psyche and experience, but more often than not you'd probably wake up. In my dreams I am sort of aware my Reine looks somewhat weird (actually seeing her in the first place is weird already), to say the least, but I (choose to) continue dreaming to see what will occur next, because I don't want to "waste the chance" of spending my time with her.
b) ...have you literally never had a pleasant dream in your life? About anything? Perhaps calling it a shot of endorphines was a stretch, but it's really not as insane as you might think, I'm just having a really happy dream. And as the anon replying to you said, everyone would be happy to meet their idol IRL. I'm perfectly conscious that whatever inner workings of my brain have no bearing on reality of things whatsoever (other than me typing about it here, I guess) and that I will absolutely never see her IRL, for many reasons. This is also why I said I wish I could dream about her more often, I'm fairly certain you also have a thing, a situation or a person you'd love to see more in your dreams.
>"stalk and kidnap (...) to a rape basement"Who do you think I am, Polka?
