>>92359545basically i'm retarded and this nigga saw through me and he and a lot of other artists made a bunch of drawings about it and one part of me wants ot believe he's being genuine and understands what I meant and the other part of me thinks he saw me fuck up and wants me to never forget it. why did the child gf meme even get posted here? what did it have to do with vtubers? orenji has never drawn a vtuber in his life. the only thing connecting all these dots together is me
>>92366005ackshually zenya caused my schizophrenic break, not orenji. He just compounded the problem. I just remembered the first thing I remember seeing when I lost my shit and posted that maybe zenya was shionfag was someone saying "hey guys did you hear zenya was too based to be groomable" and I just couldn't wrap my head around what they were actually implying and that it was sarcasm. I just knew it was about me and it freaked me out. And literally since that moment everyone has been doing everything to fuck with me and goad me into killing myself
