>>92468581>but everytime she feels like this is worse than beforeIt's really just Suisei, that's pretty much it
Their relationship was built upon two artist having a mutual respect and admiration for each other, but ever since Suisei really started blowing up in late 2022/early 2023 and expanding her popularity outside of the vtuber sphere it's it triggered some sorta latent numberfagging brainworm in Mori's head where's she's stopped viewing themselves as peers and has developed theis weird "golden idol" complex to the point where's she scared to do anything ever with Suisei because she's either doesn't view herself as worthy of her time or is scared of looking a "leech"
It's both tragic and funny, because Mori is in this...
>"Oh woe with me, miss Hoshimachi I'm not even worth cleaning your dirty panties, much less sing of your songs!"..mood. Meanwhile Suisei very clearly *doesn't* view their relationship any different than it was in 2021, to the degree where she went out of her way to put a reference to Dead on Arrival in her MV/commercial thing, and when Mori noticed it on twitter within 2 hours to publicly go "Yeah, that's my favorite song :D" lol
I'm not really sure how to rid Mori of this mindest beyond either Suisei going "dude, you're being stupid" or getting a giga-mega hit of her own
>>92469523>She would probably be a bit confusedLike dude, she spent HOURS practicing Red, a song written in a language she doesn't even understand because it was THAT important her to not fuck that song up during the public karaoke she planned on doing of it
I can't image her any other reaction than being totally stoked and happy that someone she admires went out of their way both rewrite the song in a new language and then perform it
It's so sad and disappointing to see my oshi so caught up in hero-worship that she's literally throwing away an opportunity to impress her hero
