>>93405917Real, it is not.
Yeah, that's the thing. Once you get used to something regardless of if its bad or not, you really stop caring about it.
Things happened, heads rolled and the effects are pretty much permanent and the new normal for her and everyone in Niji, really.
Elira spend months sick too, probably the stress got to her really bad. Almost a year has gone by now so, had she today be feeling the same horrible dread and stress from back then, she would be probably dead by now, figuratively or literally.
The human body can last so much before just going flat.