>>93733844My oshi is deluding herself in to thinking things are going absolutely fantastic and are not actually on the brink of total community collapse
I could tell her something that happened last year that would make her realize this, make her realize that others are thinking this too, and even show proof of it, and the back-breaking effort I put in to stopping several people from quitting the community outright, but at the same time she would also think I am anti-ing given how she reacted to a message in the past from someone.
I want to be honest with her but I don't even think she would listen, so what's the fucking point any more?
I honestly don't even know what to do any more, I really don't. I don't think I can do it any more. I don't think there is anything I CAN do any more.
The longer time goes on the more likely it is others are going to leave
At this point in time, I'm not sure if it is even worth stopping them, it's not fair on them to keep them hoping things will magically get better when she keeps repeating the same mistakes every week
So here I am sitting wondering how long it will be before I get a ping with a permanent hiatus notice. Will it even reach 12 this time?
At least you have friends now. Don't make a repeat of last time please
This fucking sucks man, I feel utterly helpless, I don't want to see her give up like last time
