I don't like how Gura is streaming so much... When she isnt streaming it is very easy to dislike and hate her, I get mad that she isnt streaming and isnt appreciating her status and situation and I feel justified...
But now, she is streaming, and i can't help but watch her streams, and she is so FUCKING charismatic and easy to watch and naturally funny and enjoyable and it makes me want to watch more of her but then I remember she is the mascot of EN and she doesn't normally stream and I get so mad but then her stream makes me happy and I get confushed AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!