>>9529461You will never be the real Ina. You have no elf ears, you have no flaps, you have no tentacles. You are a homosexual aquatic animal twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “praise” you get for your art is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock it. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your shizzo artwork behind closed doors.
Other takodachis are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of hours of streams have allowed them to sniff out art frauds with incredible efficiency. Even art that “passes” look uncanny and unnatural to a Takodachi. Your anatomy reps are a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk Takodachi home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected "flaps".
You will never be Ina. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold void. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth species, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a Takodachi is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the void, and all that will remain of your legacy is a cellular shed that is unmistakably male.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.