>>956481819, though I first noticed it at 17. I did something bad... very bad... when I was younger (No touching) but only at 17 did I get boners from my step sis, not from looking at her mind you, just physical interaction. I can't interact with women in this pandemic, I barely interact with my best friends at this point.
>>9565447I won't touch her, I'm not a pedo. But having a massive erection from playing with a kid is NOT a good look and it's extremely awkward. I just want it to end. I'm really good at being a babysitter cause I'm good with children but now that this is happening, I'm too scared to do anything.
>>9565462 I tried punching my nuts when I looked at Gura or Shion cunny but it didn't work.
>>9565792There's no way I can cut out porn without really having anything to do other than jerk off, play games and jerk off playing eroge. This fucking pandemic stole my job and university.
I am not a pedo, you gotta understand. I feel very uncomfortable and I don't know who to ask! I'm fucking hopeless aren't I...
Vtubers are all that's keeping my sane in this crazy world right now.
