>>95452637she’s actually worse than ever. things haven’t gotten better, shondo's just stopped talking about it. not because it’s fine now, not because she’s okay, but because it hurts too much. she doesn’t want to keep reopening the wound, doesn’t want to keep dragging the people who care about her through it. so she swallows it down, buries it deep, pretends like it’s not eating her alive. but it is.
please, be kind to her in the next streams. she really needs it. more than ever. if that doesn’t come naturally to you, if you can’t manage even that, just don’t show up. she doesn’t need more weight on her shoulders. she doesn’t need more people picking her apart when she’s already barely holding on. either support her, or leave her alone.
