>>9877510She always does that, I don't think she knows any other way to talk about her issues. Most likely has something to do with it being on public. What bothers me the most is that she's been talking about some of these things like her fear of online interactions for more than a year already and they are still an issue for her. Worst thing about it I don't think anyone will take on her cry for help and play with her. Everyone has everything planned out for months, everyone's busy, everyone's worrying about their own things. It's sad but that's what Hololive is now.
It's important to see this in light of Coco's graduation too, feels to me like some of the problems she mentioned today feel like thoughts bounced off that, about management and her own personal ability, having fun and being sociable. In this light her talk about isolation makes a lot of sense. Well, on top of physical isolation because of covid, she sounds like she's taking it seriously now and I can only imagine how much she panicked if she took a test because of some vague symptoms.
I hope she can just hold out for some time, things are gonna change again. Maybe for the better. The irony of the history repeating itself makes it especially hard. At this rate I hope for anything, I dunno, Kanata activating her saviorfag mode and doing all the collabs Subaru wants, Mio force-feeding her cake until she's feeling better, anything.
