I have been cheering her on for years now but due to recent events she had to go through a complete change and I have gradually come to the realization that I wasn't all that much into the girl behind the character but the character itself and the environment she used to belong to. She traded in being pure sex for being more cutesy in a japanese way and is veering into catering to top gachikoi seemingly to maximize donations rather than making interest content. I find myself frequently quite jaded and disinterested in her and skipping streams that do not interest me while watching others. Looking back, I'm beginning to believe that I made a mistake in choosing her mostly based on her character's appearance.