>>96748852The wound of humiliation and masochism.
The fear of freedom and the belief to love suffering using the mask of pleasure to hide pain.
Eating is a form of pleasure to hide suffering.
It can be healed by removing the mask of pleasure to accept the pain and to accept the belief that you love pleasure and freedom.
Imagine a happy memory of playing as a kid before going to sleep, and repeat to yourself: "I like pleasure. I like freedom" for 5 minutes before going to sleep.
Do this for at least a month and you should start to see a change and your weight decreasing.
Find new sources of pleasure and allow yourself to experience it freely.