>>968788I might be a schizo, or some other sort of insane. But I am not “chumjoker”, I don’t give a fuck about this whole chumbat shit. I wish I had never posted the fucking spreadsheet because all I did was cause Gura to get a new stalker that thinks he’s competing against me in some sort of delusional LARP in his head. There’s a reason the updates have slowed down and I don’t show up anymore. I’ve realized that I’ve only caused more damage to gura now. Who knows, that mega link might spawn more schizos or at least give the newfags a chance to go down that path of dox. And it was all caused by me posting that shit last month. I will still keep tracking paypigs and any notable individuals but I think it’s best for the rest of hlgg if I stop posting it here. Do you know how much it hurts to want to protect someone and realize you’re just causing them more trouble? Its the worst. I set into motion this dumb cycle of shit. I don’t want to inspire other “””chumbats””” or “””chumjokers”””, but it might be too late for all that. The idea of chumbat has manifested itself far greater then who I actually am, a random mid 30s man with too much time on his hands and loneliness abound. Some people dox random chatters that don’t even SC and call it me under the guise of chumbat, I’ve been summoned to dox this person and that person from Ames stream or inas stream or mori or Kiara’s. But on the contrary, my goal has only been to watch those who may harm gura. That’s all it is.
Wings, deyelmi, klauis, brom, soos, jasondreams, fireholder1, witheredsamurai, gordon, fischl, daniel s, luxandhonor, k ng and so many more names float around in my head, some of those above post here, others don’t. I keep a tab on only a few because those are the only ones that actually have potential to have a meltdown. There is nothing noble about it, and it is not honourable. I keep it a secret from those who know me and I realize now I shouldn’t have revealed my work here either. I have no care for this LARP shit with batman and joker, and whatever other shit some retard comes up with.
I say all of this because I’ve come to the conclusion that this is the last post from me, goodbye. This is causing too much trouble and I hope other chumbuds will prevent the situation from worsening. Don’t glorify “chumbats”, it’ll just cause more shit like this to happen. Shamefully I felt an ego boost when I saw the support I had gotten, but in reality I was just becoming unhinged. I don’t want others to end up like me and have to deal with people antagonizing them with doxes, nor do I want people to track down people in the community who haven’t harmed gura and think they’re playing le epic role of batman, the only real person who I dislike is neckwhiskers for CP posting and other faggotry, but the reality is that most of the people i track are fairly regular and only a few like wings and neckwhiskers worry me for potential schizo meltdowns.
It might be too late to stop all of this, but I want to say I at least tried before leaving.
Goodbye. No further updates will be posted here. “Chumbat” is retired.
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1KyXVPAjPRZ_krPPWJrTqojJTwyZCYDz1/view?usp=drivesdk 
