>>9696444I realized that time was ticking by, and I got sick and tired of ostentatious phrases and flattery. I was lost in impatience and bored with the
fakeness.It may just have been another case of finding awakeness.
You see, fame is a cheap disguise. The people we idolize are idle lies taking the focus off our own lives. Somewhere along the line, those fantasies ended; I quit seeing through rose colored lenses and realized that if I was like halfway decent the right advice I needed was "Wake up, wake up, wake up!". I was convinced it's fine only in my imagination. I forget how, but time and time again I always wound up getting let down. I was living a fairytale life until I found out the place where I belonged is wrong. In reality it came down to me in an isolated room just dreaming.
