>>97445928You have to keep pushing forward and hope for the best, even when there is none in sight. There isn’t a day that goes by these past couple of years of my life where I haven’t thought about ending it in countless painful and painless ways.
Find something to distract yourself or something to strive for, and work towards it bit by bit every day to give yourself something to take your mind off of your negative thoughts. Shiori’s content works as a good distraction for me, and the thought of her being slightly sad at me killing myself has unironically kept me from doing it. I’m sure you have at least one person in your life that can help you or will feel sad if you die. At least continue living your life for them, if not for yourself. Things will get better sooner or later, Shigga. Stay strong