>>97820786Talking about twitter, here it comes the worst news for me.
When I was banned on youtube I coped saying that it was the automatic youtube system,or that it was the mods. But this was 100% her.
I know I am just a drop in the ocean in terms of revenue and content creation, but I had hoped to at least have the right to say that I don't like something.
What the fuck do I do now? I enjoyed finding clothes and manifesting those as outfits, I enjoyed manifesting covers and collabs, I liked being here.
But doing that when I am blocked on two platforms feels awful.
And yes I could create another account, but now the magic is gone. It's not that she doesn't care, she actively refuses to at least let me disagree.
I don't know shiggers, I am really in pinch. I never saw her as a girlfriend, but she did mean something. Now I think her being emphatic and caring was just a mask. All she wanted were a bunch of sycophants telling her she is right.
I will stop watching her. It would feel way too one directional. But what do I do with advent if not hololive wider now? I will always be banned by Shiori. What if any of the other girls see that I am banned by Shiori and starts ignoring me?
I didn't deserve this. You might tell me to touch grass, but I already do for 6 days a week. I felt like I was part of a community, finally, after years of longing for one, and I was just showed the door.