>>97936264After seeing those screenshots of her past menhera meltdowns, the kind she's been able to avoid having throughout her time in Hololive until now, she is clearly a pathetic individual. The kind who doesn't really advocate for themselves, walks into bad situations, and then blames those self inflicted situations for their struggles in life.
I used to think she was very smart and came off as very relaxed and somewhat secure in herself as a weirdo dork fujo/yume. There's even a soundpost out there of her crying when 3-5 months in, fans were giving her unanimous support for her strange and sweet off kilter personality. But I guess women like her are incapable of avoiding self destructive self-sabotage, she's probably privately venting again that she feels boxed in to put on some persona on stream and it's not the "real" her, as if something like that exists.