>>9922067It's the uncertainty. I handled Ame's break pretty well and I feel like most other teamates did too. We knew what to expect, she'd be gone for at least a week, and was gone for basically a week, and tried to stream for us one of those days. She posted a lot, we knew she was doing fine.
Since then though, her health hasn't been the best, and we know she's been working hard on stuff like the anniversary despite this. It was wonderful, but it's clear she still needed to take it easy.
But I like to think of it like this. If I can make it through a week without her, then this is nothing.
If she's feeling up to streaming, perfect, she's feeling better and probably misses us as much as we miss her.
And if she's not feeling up to streaming, I know she's resting. I'll just keep wishing her well regardless and keep believing in Ame.