I don't hate you Rima.
The people that hate you don't matter, it's the same few faggots who hate on everyone.
Stop with the fucking brainworms already. I've had every reason under the sun to end myself after my life was ruined at 19 and I'm still here 2 decades later and still kicking ass.
You'll never be friends with everyone, only be friends with those you vibe with. It's pointless and will lead you nowhere. No single person is friends with, or even on friendly terms with, 0.01% of the human race, the brain functionally cannot handle it, so stop trying to. Damn near every human that has ever existed in history has never been around more than a few hundred people at the most. Trying to comprehend extremely huge friendship circles overwhelms even mentally stable people, never mind mentally unstable people. More often than not, trying to drives stable people insane in the first place!
This goes for the rest of you with your silly brainworms crying about popularity contests and trying to make everyone like you or being upset that 1 single person said a mean word on the 4chins - stop fucking caring about them, please!
Stop inventing silly scenarios to get upset at to give yourself an excuse to slack off and watch other people do things, you will never get anywhere in life doing that, well, you'll maybe get somewhere - an early grave.
The people you're watching and "looking up to" were all lucky, none of them earned those positions, it was a lottery draw and they won. They do not represent reality. Stop it.