just give the anime girls your cash, lads. you're feeding the parasocial relationship on their side more than for yourself, making them dependable on that mass faceless mass of viewers. who cares, it's no like the thing you're saving for is much more valuable. a new PC? get a grip, man. you're really going in for another generation of shitty vidya? what for? a phone? who are you gonna call lol? a fucking house? come on, you ain't getting there in a lifetime. where the fuck am I even? this isn't reddit.