>>99751317Idk if it's about kayfabe. The feeling I'm talking about isn't so much that I am having trouble telling apart what is genuine/honest or not, what I mean is more like by only ever seeing the character she puts on, even if I know it isn't genuine and you can make inferences as to her real personality, it sort of subconciously shifts the way I perceive her. Saying I view her not as an actual person sounds demeaning, which it isn't meant to be because I still like "Filian", but yesterdays stream just brought that reality more to the foreground and I can't really engage something like that soundpost without feeling weirded out a bit. Idk if that makes sense lmao
