>>2126449If it makes you feel any better anon, when I watched it the first time I was 19, in the army, had a great career (unrelated) lined up, was keeping in touch with everyone, etc... now 5 years later I'm a complete shut-in halfway across the world from home leeching off of my parents for beer money. Haven't gone anywhere but the store or out hiking in almost 2 years. Actually this probably wouldn't make anyone feel better so I'll rephrase that to "I know how you feel", lol.