>>1952029I used to want to kill myself. I still don't want to be alive, but I don't want to kill myself anymore. Whether or not you realize it now, there's someone out there who would be devastated if you died. If you can't find a reason to live for yourself, find a reason to live for them. Even if their care for you seems artificial, making them happy is worth it. It's more than you could do if you were dead, which you will be eventually, so you might as well make something out of what you have now because you'll never get another chance.
>>1955985I don't trust another human on this planet to give my spoiled cats the love they deserve. In the mean time, I might as well try to find someone or something worth living for.
