>>1955985I continue to live because there is just so much more in life to experience. There is so much to do in life. You just got to muster the willpower to do it. There are places I still wish to go, food yet to taste, people yet to meet, knowledge yet gained, love yet to solidify. I take each day as it hits me. We all have our issues anon, personally I'm addicted to sex and porn. However I'm taking steps to rectify myself. If you want to find a purpose start with clarifying what your end game is. Maybe pick up some philosophy books in line with what your end goal of being alive is about.