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What with my depressive episode seemingly ruining the life I had built for myself, taking my normal self, my personality, everything good about me, locking it all up in a cage and having its way with my life. I should have a million and one depressing wallpapers but I deleted them because one night my mother saw one on my screen while I was sleeping and it made her panic and call for an immediate appointment. It was probably for the best. I was seriously planning for suicide. Not a cry for help, a genuine way to kill myself.
