>>8103716Life is good overall. 100k in savings, learned to drive manual last year, just got my passport recently.
However cooming is the ultimate vice, even more so than my drinking. Hoarding niche fetish porn, visiting dominatrixes, fucking prostitutes, playing H games. I can't get enough of it. There's a hole in me that it will never fill. It just wants more.
None of this actually gets in the way of me living a normal life. I maintain a good job, have a tight-nit circle of friends as well as a girlfriend, can enjoy my other hobbies and still lead a healthy lifestyle.
I've done everything that I told to do to crawl out of my incel stage in my teens and early 20s, and yet I don't feel like I've "ascended". Missing out on teenage love really damages you, even if you manage to BTFO everyone else later on.
