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Had a long-distance relationship (330km - roughly 205 miles) for 2 years. We spent a lot of time together despite all that, a lot of weekends, most of our vacations. It lasted from my ages of 16 to 18, I am now 19 years old. Distance started messing with our heads, along with factors that didn't allow us to be together. 4
We broke up on October of 2013, not long after our 2 year "anniversary".
The worst part is that two years allow us to discover things about the other person that we start to not be able to live with. At least that's what happened to me, and to some extent, her. At the moment of writing, just 10 minutes ago I received a message on Facebook from her. I haven't said a word to her since the end of February. Talking to her has become harder and harder after more than a year after breaking up. When we talked, I could still tell that she wants to be with me ; I, on the other hand, believe that it is best if we go our separate ways.
Since that, I have become a shut-in. I have a hard time talking to anyone, spend most of my time at home (I live alone) doing nothing. I lack motivation. I feel clinically depressed, although I can't tell if that is indeed the case. I'm in my first year of college and I am unable to keep up with lessons due to lack of motivation. I never thought I'd be this deeply effected by a break-up, especially after all this time. My quest is to find a reason to get out of bed in the morning. I believe that will slowly but surely begin to heal me.
