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Oh, boy. Where the fuck do I even start. This is gonna be a long one.
It really all started in 2016.
But, long story short, I fucked up with friends, moved in and out with said friends.
Met a girl in 2018, she was nuts, and I was dumb enough to stick around.
I finally let her go, but thats when shit really hit the fan and nothings gotten better.
I've been dealing with severe depression since then.
It's gotten to the point where I tell myself it's not worth to try and change things because I know they won't get better.
I'm 34 years old, have aspergers and living with my 70 year old mother.
I've just given up. Don't care to get a job because I'll never be able to live on my own and just be happy.
I'm fucking awful with roommates and I've not bothered "going out" because I'm a social retard.
I've lost what little friend's I had because I'm again, a fucking retard.
The one time in my life I had sex, i was still too damn depressed to even enjoy it.
I just can't fucking do it anymore. People always tell me "It'll get better, you just have to try and make things happen!" Why? So I can fuck them up like I do everything else?
I've gotten to the point where I just don't care anymore. Almost to the point where I don't want things to change.
I hate sounding like a cynical, nihilistic asshole, but I just can't do this shit anymore.
