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i'm younger than 90% of you guaranteed, but still i already want to kill myself. i probably dont even have depression but i hate myself and everything associated with me. my mom told me a few days ago that its not like im even part of the family. im supposed to go to korea in december but i dont know whats happening because my dad isnt talking to me. the only one who i can talk to in my family is my brother but he doesnt even take me seriously. my parents brush off anything i say about killing myself and they just say its a phase im gonna come out of. i dont know what to do anymore and im at the end of the road. im young but im so worried about "love" and if im ever going to find anyone that i truly want to spend the rest of my life with. i think i might be a sociopath because when i think about my family members dying i dont really feel anything anymore. im scared. i want to hug someone.