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Feels like everyday I wake up I feel like a waste of existence. I've wasted my life away, I am almost in my 30s and feels like If i even start getting my life together it will feel like I'm turning in something late. Even the people that were younger then me are growing, getting married having careers. Here I am a nobody with nothing to show. My anxiety towards life makes me question the benefits of even moving forward; why bother? I have no ideal path forward, I have no motivation, I have no future plans.I am being pressed to go college and find a career but still have no idea what I even want to do, or if its even worth it?
My head spins, I'm going in an endless circle of questions and just want it to stop. I am a fucking mess.
I will always be a nobody, one that will never be loved, and a constant failure no matter what I do.
